it'd be nice to fly away sometime,

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Hi bestfriend, how're you?

long time no see.

you're the only one i wanted, needed to support me.

the only one i expected too.

yet you're the only one who wasn't.

isn't.

won't be.

you've given up you say, on what? us?

that was long gone when you were experiencing your first night of freedom, at glastonbury festival last year. as you were gone with your tongue down my ex's throat in some tent that collapsed on you: i was drunk. the kind of drunk you regret getting, where the more you drink the nicer the vodka tastes. epically the green jelly stuff you slurp'd - that was worth all my money. where did you find me again?

surrounded by middle aged men.

waiting for you, like i promised.

worse night of my life.

..oh and morning.

we're arguing now but i'm not sure if i care anymore,

do we miss it? or was it fun while it lasted?

who knows,

just stop being a dick and stop telling everyone at college about my stuff. its mine, nobody needs to know about the baby or the drugs. why do i bother telling you anything?

i won't from now on.

and you want to know the best thing M?

you told your sister to have ago at me,

but she basically said she liked me better.

gutted on you.